Hello World!
Today was a little rough. As I tried to focus on the goals for 2026 I struggled with many emotions and thoughts as the day continued. For example, I could not shake the feeling that I do not know what I am doing. I couldn’t shake the thought that I am not going about these tasks in the way that The Lord has intended me to. I kept feeling alone and like the weight of starting and achieving these goals rested completely on my shoulders. This may sound ridiculous since I know that I am not alone and how to ask God for guidance and help but today I struggled.
There were many times that I told myself, “You’re being lazy. Stop complaining and just get the work done.” or “Why did you think you could pull this off? You have no clue where to even start.” As these thoughts kept coming, I started believing them more and more until my family noticed and began to talk things through with me. As the conversations continued I began to feel more relieved however, I still felt the pressure of needing to do things on our own. Finally as I began getting ready for bed I felt this sense of pure relief wash over me as The Holy Spirit made it known that we were not alone. The pressure was not on me or my family. We needed to remember that we could not accomplish these goals without The Lord’s help and in that moment I began to remember this and praise. The weight of everything on our shoulders lifted and the feeling of relief, comfort, excitement, and love filled my heart.
As I write this tonight I am so thankful that I get to rest relieved of the pressure from feeling alone on this journey. Even though I knew in my heart that I am never alone, my mind struggled with believing it today and yet The Lord still stepped in. I pray that when you hit these obstacles too, you do not allow them to continue throughout your day as I did. I pray that you call on The Lord and ask for his help as he is always with us.
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